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31 March 2006 @ 07:41 pm
Okay, okay...I know I've said this before, but I'm serious now.  I've given up on the IRC trivia (I won for this month too^^) so I can get back to writing.  I will get the latest chapter of "Light" finished soon.  I've really been quite neglectful of this story lately and trivia has been providing an excuse.  Both "Light" and "P&C" are very, very difficult to write.  And I'll be honest, the last chapter of "Light," the one told from Trowa's POV, was very taxing on me emotionally and I suppose I was a little leary about jumping back in to that world.

I don't know....I was thinking about it today.  Sometimes I think it's harder for me to write "Light" because it's told in first-person.  It's always me and I and that makes it harder to disassociate yourself from the subject matter.  So, when it came time to give a snippet in Trowa's voice, I dug deep...maybe a little too deep and it was a little frightening that it affected me so much.  "P&C" also leaves me drained at the end of each chapter, but nothing like that one chapter of "Light."  Well, not yet at least.  Anyone who says writing about rape is easy should be shot.  They're obviously missing out on a whole slew of fucked up-ness if it's easy from them to crank out a story in which rape is the main focus.  

Bah!  I'm rambling.  I know what you're saying, "Shut up already and get back to writing!"  I'm going, I'm going...   
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
lycheelycheedreams on April 1st, 2006 01:57 am (UTC)
um. who's the lean hawtie in your icon again?

and, as you can see, I'm no longer in that channel. it was a political and sanity decision.
evilkat_meow: Gojyo-bad exampleevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2006 02:09 am (UTC)
That, my dear, is Sanzo, the angry as fuck, agenda of rage, gun toting, chain-smoking, buddhist monk from Saiyuki.^^ I have mentioned many times that you need to check both the anime and the manga. Kazuya Minekura draws all her men uber-lean...it's a beautiful thing as illustrated by my icon of Gojyo, one of Sanzo's er...fellow travelers. She is also the mangaka behind Wild Adapter.

Yes, I see that I've been abandoned :( What were the resons behind this move...and be specific.
lycheelycheedreams on April 1st, 2006 02:31 am (UTC)
sigh. you know how you must remind me again and again and again to read something. you are sorely slacking in this responsibility.
I will tell you of my reasons when I get back.
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2006 02:42 am (UTC)
Hey, I'm always suggesting new manga for you to read and new anime to watch. I do believe that I've told you on many occasions to watch Yami no Matsuei and Mirage of Blaze, have I not? But nooooo, you never do. If it weren't for me shoving Hero Heel down your throat you would have never read and then where would you be? I'm pretty sure I talked you into Innocent Bird too, so don't give me this slacking of responsibility BS. Does Vix need to choke a bitch? ;P
lycheelycheedreams on April 1st, 2006 03:09 am (UTC)
well, I can find one or two bitches for you to choke. me, not included.
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2006 04:09 am (UTC)
Yes, you're right, there are many beotches out there in need of a good throttling. You, on the other hand, you get my pimp-hand ;)
dmnutv_archer: Fei Bed pinkdmnutv_archer on April 1st, 2006 01:13 pm (UTC)
*sigh* For what it's worth... You have my empathy and total support.
Your thoughts here make me want to write an essay on this subject. But that in itself would require digging deep. Too deep maybe. There are some things most people can never truly understand. Part of me envies them for their ignorance.
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2006 03:36 pm (UTC)
Thanks dear. Ignorance truly is bliss sometimes and the desire is there to want to have it, but there's no going back now. Only forward, right? Inch by agonizing inch. *sigh* I must in a funk again. Sorry to bring you down with all this. *hugs*
dmnutv_archerdmnutv_archer on April 1st, 2006 09:26 pm (UTC)
Please don't ever worry about bringing me down. This may be 'virtual' life, but friends are friends no matter how we communicate. Common ground, right? I'm here for you. *hugs*
And who knows? Maybe I can buy you a real whiskey sour someday! ^^
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 2nd, 2006 05:13 am (UTC)
That would be nice. I do love a good whiskey sour ^__^ but I love good company more. Thanks.