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20 October 2005 @ 08:23 pm
And the hits just keep on coming...  

Mom-in-law is still in the hospital with no idea of when she can come home.  They drained the fluid from her lungs tuesday night and its already coming back.  The doctors say that's "suspicious" what ever that's supposed to mean.  I don't want to be pessimistic about the whole thing, but I'm in "hope for the best, but prepare for the worst" mode.  I have a bad feeling that the cancer is coming back.

Then on the other side, my father is still in denial about his condition.  He's refusing to stop eating all the sugary foods he's not supposed to.  His blood sugar is so high that he is on diabetic medicine to bring it down.  He is going back to the hospital on monday to have the second stint put in. 

All this stress is driving hubbie and me crazy.  If it were just one parent who was ill, then the other could be supportive, but becuase we are both worried it's hard to be there for each other.  I fell pulled in some many different directions and we're getting snippy with each other.  It's killing me.  This whole fucking thing is making me crazy.  And to top it all off, I think I'm catching a cold.  I feel like shit, I haven't been sleeping all that well.  I just...I don't know what I want, but I know that this isn't it.

Current Mood: stressedstressed
lycheelycheedreams on October 21st, 2005 06:54 pm (UTC)
you shall overcome. I have faith in thee.

my new LJ name. plz delete other as I will be using this from now on.
you are credited with my current LJ fixation.
evilkat_meow: Naraku- I love being evilevilkat_meow on October 21st, 2005 09:34 pm (UTC)
Kewl...I love starting people on new addictions.