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30 March 2008 @ 10:00 pm
 
Back to work tomorrow.  DO NOT WANT!!! 

Its not the job that I'm apprehensive about going to, it's leaving my baby.  This is much harder than I ever thought it was going to be.  At least my in-laws will be watching him and not some strangers at a day-care.  But I'm a little weirded out by the fact that my in-laws are going to be in my house all day.  It feels a little invasion of privacy-ish.  I know they won't be going through my drawers...at least I hope not and then there's the fact that he's the first baby they've been around since my husband.  I worry that they are going to panic at every cry he makes.  Ugh...its a little bit of stress on top of all the emotional turmoil.

I went shopping this weekend to buy myself some work clothes since I still can't get back into my old stuff yet.  Talk about another depressing venture.  I want my body back!  I want to get back into my size 8 jeans.  *weeps*

Bleh...and I just watched episode 25 of Gundam 00.  That didn't help my mood either. 

Yay for emoness!
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
 
Jukeboxjukebox_csi on March 31st, 2008 03:08 am (UTC)
Awe hun *big hug* It's going to be ok. They'll take better care of their grandchild than a daycare would. :)
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2008 12:59 am (UTC)
I know and they did. It'll get easier as time goes by. Thanks for the hugs.
Fran: Ennis (Baccano!)franwi on March 31st, 2008 02:00 pm (UTC)
Oh man.
Good luck today! I hope it flies by for you.
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2008 01:00 am (UTC)
Re: Oh man.
That was the one good thing about today- it flew by. I'm sure tomorrow will too. Lots to catch up on.
amelia cavendish: misao_duo 1x2 heartyami_tai on March 31st, 2008 02:31 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Hope the day goes well.
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on April 1st, 2008 01:01 am (UTC)
Thanks hun, it did. It was rough in the morning, but it got better.