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25 March 2007 @ 09:24 pm
Feeding the fire  
I suppose I must be a glutton for punishment, but I found myself over at Harry's, the WHR forum, re-reading the numerous threads of hate for both me and P&C.  I can now look back at that whole situation from over a year ago and laugh.  Their words...they mean nothing to me now.  If anything, they only make me want to continue working on it so that it never goes away.  I can be more tenacious than a bulldog when provoked the right way.  Hmmm....there are so many things I could say about this right now, but I think I'll just keep them all to myself.  For every 10 people that hated they story, there are a 100 who liked it.  And after reading with was said over at Harry's, it was obvious that they missed the point of the story entirely, so good riddance, I say.

And for those loyal fans of the story out there, I'm getting closer to the end of the next chapter.  Soon, my dears, soon.
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
thrull_o_ha_desthrull_o_ha_des on March 29th, 2007 02:13 am (UTC)
I find myself to be kinda masochistic in going back through those pages... but sometimes I wish they didn't have meaning to me. I can't really get over how hurtful they were. Eheh... IMO, they really and truely needed to feel their own hurt. I guess whereas your way of dealing w/ it is proving them that you'll continue no matter what, my way is the whole revenge thing. Well, at least I think they're more aware of what they say now.

Well, I can kinda understand why some of them disliked your fic because of their own personal issues w/ rape and all, but for some... bleh. They just love to hate and that gives them their giggles. It sickens me to this day how people could be so bullying because of a fic.

In regards to what they said about me back then... psssshhh... I didn't care by that point. I was thinking of you and all the others who they had wronged.

So many things to say, so much hatred that's best to be kept to oneself... prolly could write a book about the whole incident... heh. Prolly the most hated and ignored person in Harry's for bringing up the incident over and over again, ain't I? Eheh... who said the vengence has ended yet? Bother bother bother.

Well, I'm glad that you're not detered from writing it and all.

And I'm still here, waving my arms around!! Hee hee!!!
evilkat_meowevilkat_meow on March 29th, 2007 02:28 am (UTC)
I completely understand people having issues with fics that trivialize rape. Hell, I have my own issues in that area. What got me about that whole thread was the one who was the most vocal about being a rape survivor never actually read my story. She just assumed, based on other people's opinion, that my story was just another standard rape fic. It's just me, but I usually don't go throwing around opinions until I have the facts. And whatever, I've received scores of reviews from other survivors who commend me for P&C not being the standard rape fic and for handling the situation with brutal realism.

I am glad that the forum isn't tearing into people like they used to, so I guess some good came out of the whole thing. And no, I'm not giving up...ever.